November And Everything After

Are you lonely now?
Well, I am too
But I bet I’m lonelier than you

In the here and now
It’s so cool to be complicated
The future’s so bright I almost hate it
‘Cause it’s so far, and I’m sick of waiting

It won’t be easy
But I have to
Make it through November
And everything after

It’s colder now
Everything is slowing down
I’m thinking I might just catch my breath

Waiting for the golden hour
A somewhere and somehow
I’m wondering it there’s even something left

When the thrill is gone
What’s left to carry on?
I can the feel the ending, oh so near

This is it
One more sad song, then I’m over it
Now midnight drive me anywhere but here

It won’t be easy
But I have to
Make it through November
And everything after

I got some good intentions and a bad idea
Oh did I mention, I’m not the one?
I just wanna forget the way I feel
I’m so sick of the things that I’ve done
I got some good intentions and a bad idea
Oh did I mention, I’m moving on?
If I can make it through this year
I promise not to fuck up the next one

I’m waking up
Forever’s just not enough
I’ve never been the kind to ask for help

I’m losing touch
Been missing who I was so much
But I’m done feeling sorry for myself

I think I know what you mean now
‘Cause when I run it all slows down
This forward motion, it gets the best of me
But not tonight

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Written by Chad Sugg